16th
drunkard
being drunk and far away from someone you want to be with that is all sudden and out of the blue sucks….someone you adore and know is a good soul and strong and could be great….what do i do? continue my amazing phone calls and texts and hope she makes the right choice and knows what she wants and needs over your own wants and needs? do i desire her to move her? sure i do…is it right for me to want that? is it right for me to want so mcuh in such a short time with someone im just getting to know? ahhhhh im drunk,…the damn dog wont stop barking….too many cigarettes tonight has my throat hurting and my teeth feel gross…its been four days since i saw my best friend teege and i already miss him….my car broke down right when i need it most and need to get to work and make money…life sure knows how to throw a fucking fast one….enough for now…pass out….
