July 2009
2 posts
hello again...im back!
being noone else is reading this im sure ill talk to me…tim where have you been? well tim ill tell you that since we spoke last i was in orlando florida being poor. Now i find myself back at home in indiana wondering when i will get out again! The good news is i have this pretty awesome full time job working with special needs children and it comes with full benefits which are amazing! As...
October 2008
3 posts
ed harris and the old west
i just saw apaloosa and it was AMAZING. it was slow and filled with humor and more then just gun fights and drunken cowboys talking about gunslinging. it had heart and warmth and just something i havent seen nor felt in a western movie in a good while. ill admit its not the best thing ive ever seen but the relationship that was shown between the two main characters was just sooo well done.
ps...
We explore ourselves
jenniferbleu:
Sometimes, when I am people watching, I get this preconceived notion that these people are way cooler than they actually are. I do it quite often. I love people almost instantly.
I read a column every day, from someone who seems to be my hearts twin. I want to believe he is cool but I’m sure he is telling the truth when he says, Don’t date me.
Cause who knows us writers better...
September 2008
11 posts
drunkard
being drunk and far away from someone you want to be with that is all sudden and out of the blue sucks….someone you adore and know is a good soul and strong and could be great….what do i do? continue my amazing phone calls and texts and hope she makes the right choice and knows what she wants and needs over your own wants and needs? do i desire her to move her? sure i do…is it...
K.O. Computer (goodnight internet)
dradams:
Foggy,
I am so fucking alone. I hate this. And me, with my one thousand distractions, what do they mean. They mean I am alone. Lonely. Insufferable to even myself. It feels awful. But I know who I am and what I am and what I like. And I dislike even thinking about things I dislike for I like things so much I feel like the weight of my own fucking nagging inspiration sometimes feel...
life and how it works
so life works like this: you move to a new city with little money and a car and that car gets you around town when you dont have anywhere important to go but as soon as you find that good job 20 minutes away the car breaks down!! thank the Lord for my amazing friends who have helped me out through this tough period i am dealing with…
girls….how they sure have good timing and happen...
empty as a pocket with nothin to lose
so yeah being broke sucks! sucks i tell you! i cant smoke cigarettes without money, hell eat food for that matter!
i could write a book
i love these lyrics
If they asked me I could write a book About the way you walk and whisper and look I could write the preface on how we met So the world would never forget And the simple secret of the plot Is just to tell them that I love you a lot Then the world discovers as my book ends How to make two lovers of friends
harder now that its over
breaking up is hard to do…i feel so bad for her. what can one think when someone cheats on such an amazing person?! if youre going to cheat then break up with them! and saying i was drunk is no excuse. in my book if you drink around someone you find even semi attractive and you know how you are drunk then DONT get drunk when that person is around and you can avoid cheating…they...
LABOR DAY LONERS- SOBER or NOT- here we are
dradams:
To Whom It May Concern,
I am far away from home and I miss having the chance to sit down and be there to listen to others in their hard times, and share.
So on this holiday, if you are a survivor out there- somebody keeping it together and YOU KNOW some of that comes wit being alone for awhile-
I wanna tell you- you’re not alone- Holidays any kind- bum me out/
so for the sober folks...
dreams
ok i just woke up and had the weirdest most epic dream and i remember most of it! so i havve to write it down to remember this crazy shit!
it started with an idea i had in my dream about making a new type of chip was basically like doritos except the chip had spices on it to make it taste like baked beans! yes baked beans!! and it did in the same way that pringgles pizza chips taste like pizza(in...
August 2008
24 posts
work
Tomorrow is my first offical day of work at white wolf cafe. first official day of work in florida period. its been almost two months since i worked with the move and settling in a new town, finding a job and now its time to put forth effort in order to live! these last almost two months have been tough. i am the type of person whose had a job since 14 and earned all he wears, drives, eats, and...
near death
jenniferbleu:
My lunch date stood me up today, so I ordered some chicken to go and was on my way to the park to eat alone. I grabbed a small bite while at a Stop sign only to find myself choking!!! I choked on a chicken nugget and no one was around to save me, so I saved myself. I pulled over and beat myself and coughed until that chicken nugget flew right out of my body. It was scary. I...
im waterblogged
i need to write more but im so lost these days and my mind is alll over the place…maybe im a bad blogger?
Eltit.
i spent four hours tonight at universal studios human resources building waiting to audition for their oct. scarehouse. needless to say i got the part and am waiting to hear what character i shall play. the casting directors liked my “scare tactic” they laughed they cried they were BLOWN AWAY!
I think ill really miss indiana winters. the snow, the cold, the coats, warm sweaters are...
raw.
i must say that i think the one thing that keeps me up so late these days minus the fact i dont have a job yet is lock down raw on msnbc. that show is sooo fucking good! if you dont believe me just watch one episode of that shit. its raw.
radish?
does anyone remember that band? the one ben kweller was in back in the mid 90’s. haha man that was a good band!
auditions?!
Ok so i’m here in winterpark florida now just soakin up the new sunshine that FINALLY poked its head out of the fucked up tropical storm clouds, still jobless smoking columbian cigarettes brian brought back from well none other then columbia! On Tuesday at 6pm i am going to auditions at universal studios for some possible scary oct. scare fest stuff! sounds…scary? we shall see!!
custom van
so i was bored lastnight and went to borders in the winter park village and sat down to read michael ian blacks new book Custom Van. All’s i can say to you is, READ THIS FUCKING BOOK!!! it is sooooooo funny! i just had to add a few extra “ooo’s” on the end of the so and it really shows to you, the reader, how funny this book is!
tropic blunder? i think not!
i just saw tropic thunder and LOVED it! i went by myself tonight because it was midnight in a new city and the few people id consider taking with me were either doing married shit or are out of town doing non-married shit….still funny movie and worth it! Robert downey was funny playing a character playing a black man…it just doesnt get any better then that.
New State, New Town...
Marah is playin on my laptop as i’m sitting a lone in this room at a friends house in a new town. The light in this room is weird with the ceiling fan on causing everything to kinda appear to move in weird ways with the shadows. Posters of pearl jam and bruce springsteen cover the rooms walls, the bed isn’t made, and my damned lighter is out of fluid so smoking a cigarette is out of...